Saturday 22 March 2008

My novel has a title!

This weekend Em and I work-shopped and I now have a title for my novel. I’m ecstatic! Twenty-Six Days had worked as an interim title however it didn’t encapsulate the tone and theme. The new title does. We were so delighted with what we both achieved (me with a title and she with a clearer structure) that we rewarded ourselves with a night off, and then a day off to go book-shopping. The day off was somewhat unplanned and no fault of Em’s, I was too lazy to get working so we went out instead. Also, I blame the sunshine. Melbourne doled out the most perfect blue sky today. It would have been sinful to have wasted it. So, we trawled several discount second-hand stores for books, even stooping so low as to drop in at the local rubbish tip recycling centre. Our efforts paid off. For under $100 we netted over 40 books. And I even managed to tick one off my wish-list.

On the novel progress front, things are going well. See, how generic a statement is that!? But it is true. I’m feeling comfortable and confident about where my boy is at – although he most definitely is neither comfortable nor confident with his predicament, poor boy. I’m finalizing chapter seven and have a rough sketch of some of the dialogue for chapter eight. I envisage the word-count to run to about 120,000 words which I then will pare back. My estimation skills are sorely lacking though, so I wouldn’t be surprised if it makes 150,000 before I consider it to be ‘done’.

Honestly, I can’t imagine it being finished, though I know that it will be. I can’t imagine not having this character in my head, nor can I imagine how the story will be resolved. I have an outline, a structure, an impression of how the novel will conclude, but not the detail. I can envisage the climax – I can see the two main players, I can even feel the atmosphere but what they will say, how it will play out, what will ultimately happen is unchartered territory. I joke to Em that I’m not even sure that the protag will survive, but I hope he will. I imagine I will write several alternate endings until I hit upon the one that resonates. I’m excited about that, yet in no great hurry to get there. I must cover a lot of ground before I’m ready to tackle the ending.

I feel sure that one day this novel, or a novel that I write, will be published. It no longer feels like a dream, but rather an eventual reality. I have Em to thank for that – for believing in me, for encouraging me, for enabling me to see that my writing has merit. Will I ever make enough money from writing to quit work and write full-time? I don’t know. I’m not sure I’d ever want to. As much as I resent work, it offers a valuable mind-switch away from my characters. There’s only so much of my boy I can take at any one time. I love him dearly, but he does my head in.

On our trip to Tasmania this past weekend, we stopped in at a town called Penguin.

I fell in love with the place. It was the first town we stopped in and we watched the sun rise across Bass Strait. I imagined retiring there – having a little house, a dog, some chickens, vegetables, a little writing/reading group and a regular ferry-crossing to the mainland to keep in touch with family and friends. It’s a dream. An expensive, out of reach dream at the moment, but a dream nonetheless. I even bought a small stuffed penguin that is a fabric symbol of this dream. If I ever do this, then I won’t be the first writer to have kicked off from the mainland to take up residence on the Apple Isle. It’s the type of place that invites creativity: quiet, friendly, wild – my kind of paradise.

1 comment:

Emily said...

This blog makes me smile. I'm so proud of you, and your enthusiasm always lifts me up. I'm glad you now have faith in yourself. You've deserved it for so long--and you deserve much more. Nothing comes easy, you are well aware of that, but as long as you embrace that, take it in stride and roll with the punches, you will have an outstanding piece of literature to show for it. Don't be afraid of those smart, beautiful books like Three Dog Night. Befriend them, let them inspire you. They were not written overnight. Realize that the authors of those books suffered the same heartache you suffer with your boy, and they suffered that way for a long time. Never, ever, ever give up. Keep your goal in mind, and you will get there. In the meantime, know that you are a true writer and your talent will be recognized one day. And yes, you will live to see it. (*wink*) I will believe in you enough for the both of us.